June 19, 2015

Where Are Ü Now [Original]

Where are u now that i need ya?
(need u the most)
When u broke down i didnt leave ya
(I stay by your side)
So where are u now that i need you?
(need u the most) 

I gave u attention when nobody else was payin'
oh..
I gave u the shirt off my back what u sayin'
to keep u warm
I showed u the game everybody else was playin'
that's for sure
And I was on my knees when nobody else was prayin'
oh Lord

Where are u now that I need ya?
Where are u now that I need ya?
(need you the most)
When u broke down I didnt leave ya
(I stay by your side)
So, where are u now that I need ya?
(need u the most)

I gave you my heart when u said yours was broken
yes, I did. 
I gave u the key when the door wasnt open
just admit it
See i gave u faith turned your doubt into hoping
can't deny it

Now I'm all alone and my joys turned to moping 
Tell me, where are u now that I need ya?
Where are u now?
where are u now that I need ya
couldnt find u anywhere
When u broke down I didn't leave ya
I was by your side
So where are u now that I need ya?
Where are u now that I need ya?

(I need u the most)

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June 13, 2015

dear

Sudah lama sejak terakhir
Aku tidak begitu mengingat bagaimana hal itu bisa terjadi
Maksudku, ya..
Mempercayai seseorang, melebihi apapun itu
Meyakini diri sendiri bahwa memang dia yang dapat dipercaya
Meyakini diri sendiri bahwa, dirinya tidak akan mengecewakan
Dengan mudahnya, aku dapat mengatakan semua yang aku pikirkan
Aku telah mengatakan semua yang aku rasakan
Bahkan, aku mengatakan seluruh mimpi yang entah
Akan terjadi atau hanya sekedar bunga tidur
Namun, sesuatu terjadi
Kini tidak ada lagi alasan mengapa aku harus mengatakannya
Bukan, bukan karena tak ada lagi yang menghantui pikiranku dan membuat tidurku terjaga
Bukan, bukan karena tidak berani mengatakannya, berbagi dengannya
Bukan, bukan karena ketakutan yang aku rasakan atas mimpi mimpi itu
Tetapi, dirinya yang kini tiada untuk ku
Dirinya yang hadirdalam setiap mimpi burukku.

June 06, 2015

maybe, one day




" We met at the wrong time.
That is what I keep telling myself anway.




Maybe, one day
years from now.



We will meet in a coffee shop in a far away city
Somewhere, 
and we could give it another shot. "